I Believe In Angels...

They said God gives as much as he takes,
I never believed them.
He took more from me than he could ever give!
They said time heals all wounds,
I never believed them.
Time transforms every wound into a scar!
They said you're now in a better place,
I never believed them.
The best place you'll ever be is my heart!
They said I am foolish to keep dwelling in the past,
I never believed them.
'Coz I am living in the future we created together!
They said I have the superpower within me to give my life meaning,
I believed them.
YOU are my superpower...
YOU gave my life meaning...
YOU are what I believe in...
I believe in angels!

(In loving memory of Elvira Guadalupe Murguia Nuñez ~ February 23 1986--October 23 2009).
You'll always be the biggest love of my life. Love you forever and beyond eternity!
Mmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwaaaaaaaah!

The Rise Of Kash-Phoenix...

Keep hating me, but try as you may... You cannot Ignore me,
Shower me with harsh words & insane accusations....
But I'll surpass all your frivolous tribulations...
Pull me down... and hit me again...
Until I bleed & writhe in pain...
Take everything I have & crush my ambition...
Strip me off my identity & burn my aspiration...
My yesterdays were burnt mercilessly in hell's fire...
Yet in death’s ash, embers of hope remain by the pyre...
Lying in my bed of ash, I see you standing & smiling there...
Enjoying the sight of my dreams crying in despair...
You believe everything about me will be no more...
But then, like the Phoenix I’ll rise & soar...
With renewed passion that's glowing red...
With all the vigour i can muster from my death bed...
And ash will give way to a crimson flame...
Coz Aakaash is your nemesis' name...
And like the Phoenix I’ll soar again!

Reticent Love

Woman, have I really been far away?
Running short of words...
Afraid of nothin...
With nothin at all around...
Oh! how could you even know?
How could I have let you know?
When there was all but nothin in me!

--Poem By

...Abruptus

Yeah! I blew it all away...
Towards the midnight sky...
It was once right there within me...
It was almost there...
How could they possibly know?
I can understand how little...
They understood what i was going through!

--Poem By

The Swan Song

I see, you've been spreadin dirt, my love...
blatant lies you told me...
all of it i realize now were so untrue...
and you crowned yourself among those men...
that gave so much filth to you...
I think you should know now...
There is only so much time...
Before your song comes to an inevitable end!

-- Poem By

Precipitated GuiLt

Oh! My Precious angel...
You've lost your halo...
Senseless, Aimless, Laden with blithesome ignorance...
You have now chosen your own road...
And you've decided to walk on forever...
Believing that you're clean...
But I hope you know...
You carry the burden of a guilty conscience....

--Poem By